Where do I start? For one, I'm still a bit in a state of misbelief or is it shock? I know it's been about 2 weeks since this tragedy, but it's still taking me time to digest. I can't imagine how you're coping with this. Although, when I think about it, you're a very strong person. One of the strongest, if not the strongest, and most stable (it's true) people I've ever met. Your mom's now in a place where she no longer has to deal with the pain & uncertainty that was going on. She's in a better place now. I'm truly sorry for the loss, and God bless.